next meeting

will be this monday at 10am..

Monday = 1st day baby to nursery.. worried.. but I'm confident he's in good hand.. insyaAllah...

Meeting with SV will be every Monday, 10am for this semester.

I'm hoping that I will be able to join the group discussion every Tuesday...

My first day, for serious, in my new lab, with new supervisor, and new labmate... VERY HAPPY!!!

and I need to complete my abstract asap... only 14 days left..

Jumpa SV

met my sv.. but i was a bit kelam kabut.. was not 100% ready.. but.. I did emailed him my progress like 2 times before meeting him.. and i hope that was ok already..

THANK GOD!!! he said that I can proceed with submitting my abstract to the conference!!! YIPPIE!!! I should reward myself for this one..

its only a member abstract for a poster though.. but still.. its my first experience.. and i really really look forward to it.. i don't care what ppl say.. i think this is a success to me.. more to grab!!!

yeay!!! bravo to myself...

Friday Updates

- Emailed my SV to inform me updates.
- Got a reply back - Good!
- Asked for a meet up on Monday - to discuss point 2-4... harapnya ok..
- Replies on data results - Positive! alhamdullillah..

okie dokie..

syukur alhamdullillah

syukur pada Allah.. kerana memberi petunjuk..

syukur pada Allah.. kerana membalas pertanyaan ku..

syukur pada Allah.. namun aku malu... kerana diri ini mudah sgt alpa...

aku malu.. dlm pada aku yg sentiasa mudah lupa.. Allah tidak pernah sombong untuk membantu..

buruk sungguh perilaku ku.. moga aku belajar... moga aku sedar.. moga Allah ampunkan aku..

harus istiqomah.. harus belajar istiqomah.. dlm setiap perbuatan.. keinginan..

aku.. harus belajar untuk istiqomah.. istiqomah.. istiqomah..

positive positive positive..

my target today

- make notes on reading material
- prepare for supervisory meeting
- poster abstract done - need to get somebody to check!
- books ordered - dah dpt! great!

i think.. i really need to make notes.. for my own understanding and keeping.. i feel lost.. kalau tak buat notes.. need it to see the overview of what i've read..

anak2 = my angels

anak2 ni.. ibarat my angels.. love them to bits.. macam2 kerenah yg comel.. kadang2 mmg geram.. geram yg amat.. tapi.. mereka tetap anak kita..

nak didik jadi anak yg soleh.. kita pun kenalah solehah juga kan.. tapi.. i'm not perfect..

nothing comes easy.. need to work hard.. same goes to didik anak2.. melihatkan dunia skarang.. rasa risau sgt2.. macam mana ya dunia anak2 kita nanti.. bila mereka sudah remaja kelak.. doa sbgai seorang ibu.. pasti nya mahukan anak2 berjaya.. akhirat dan dunia.. wallahualam.. kita cumalah saluran dari Allah SWT.. untuk mendidik anak2.. anak2.. bukan hak kita.. tapi.. hak Allah SWT.. saya cuba yg terbaik.. insyaAllah.. tapi.. untuk mendapatkan yang terbaik..kita harus lah memulakan nya dahulu.. kita kena jadi yg terbaik.. model yg terbaik untuk anak2...

mampu tak? insyaAllah.. kalau kita positif dan yakin.. pasti boleh kan? dengan izin Allah.. insyaAllah...

selalu positif

kadang2.. bila terpikir banyaknya benda nak buat.. mmg kita tak blh nak lari dari mengatakan yg kita ni penat.. tapi.. nak buat camne kan.. mmg penat.. but actually, tak bagus.. sbb it attracts all the negative aura to myself..

i should say.. hey.. this is normal.. semua org melaluinya kan.. semua org ada ups and downs.. atas pada kita macammana nak handle.. kalau kita pilih untuk upset.. kita akan jadi upset.. tapi.. kalau kita pilih untuk senyum.. insyaAllah.. ok je.. tak kan ada masalah pun.. relax je..

mungkin untuk menguatkan lagi minda.. kita ckp pada diri kita.. ayat2 positif.. mungkin seperti pujian2 yg baik.. seperti.. i am a super woman.. i am a super mom.. i am a multitasking mommy.. i am great.. i can do all that i want to do..

lebih baik kan? tarik nafas dlm2.. pastu.. lepaskan.. insyaAllah.. pasti akan rasa lega sgt2..

tahun baru.. nafas baru.. azam baru.. saya sentiasa pandang ke hadapan.. insyaAllah.. always look forward.. and always will be looking forward..

LOA bnyk mengajar always berkata2 positif... and i am trying my best to learn this... and apply it... insyaAllah..

this universe of mine, is of my own creation.. how best i want it to be.. is up to me to create them.. so.. here i am.. to create and deco it to my best creativity!

News!

- my cousin's TSA's birthday..
- my aunt bersalin baby boy...
- my cousin got 8A's pmr..

GREAT News ain't it?