a very emo day...

hey.. this morning, i woke up and the first thing that i need to do was to call up jason, the housing assistant to ask for updates on my family accommodation application status. I was glad to be told that I am the next on the list. even though, calling jason would mean that i am being a bit pushy, i really need a place asap!

then, time goes by and i talked to my mom about costs of living.. and bla..bla..bla.. and then, i received a call from jason, telling me that i got a place! YEEHAA!!! it was the greatest start for the day... and then, without wasting anytime, i just agreed with him.. as i really do need the place badly.. a family flat with just a room is fine with me. we can managed the small space.. ahh.. don't worry.. anyways, we were so glad to have it.. its in park village.. and thank god for that.

and so, my first appointment with my SV will be on this Tuesday, really hoping to be able to present something to him.. i don't know what I will be expecting, but i wanted to be the best that i could.. getting some motivation for myself.. i would like to get the right aura as a start...

i resigned from my job today too.. am going to miss all the work in nhs-ppd. really enjoyed my job! and having brian as my team manager was great as well.. eventhough he does have his mood not right some times, but i really did enjoyed working under his supervision. owh well... gonna miss all my friends..

so, going to move soon.. can't wait to start study.. am just soooo busy packing things.. and GOD!!! there's so much things to pack.. i am so worried, that i need to let go a lot of things.. ouhhh....

sigh.. got to get back to packing..

ciao

need to start with something...

just read a friend's blog:

some tips for myself so that I won't forget:

1. make sure once i start my course, make filings.
2. each filings for each chapter that I need to write.
3. collect as much reading materials as i could.
4. put them into category, so that i won't miss out anything.
- there will come times that you will get so messed up and that this would make you more confuse.. so, if you organize things earlier, it would really2 help a lot!
5. I have to maintain my study mood and not to mix it up with unhappy mood.
6. put all the negatives aura far away from myself... i need only the positive aura... kihkihkih!!!
- hey.. this is true y'know.. u'll feel much happier with the positive auras around you...
7. what else?!?! keep everything tidy.. and also planned ahead!
8. after finish working on something, prepare for what to do the next day.

alright! i guess thats it for today!

-cheerio-

looking for some inspiration...

i am keeping myself light.. and need to always be in the happy mood in order to get 'the INSPIRATION'!!!

me: "yea.. hop by in my head.. uh' com'on!!!"

i need to look around and get something creative... i need to be self motivated.. i need to stop for a while and solat, and get that inspiration from the ABOVE...

aahhh.. yessss... that's it.. just what I need at the moment..

geeezzzzzzzz

Study commences Dec 1st

And so, I will start my study on Dec 1st. Actually, we'll be moving on Dec 1st, and will start registering on Dec 3rd.

Kak E.I.M had advised me on a lot of things and I really2 appreciate all her effort. She's like a big sister to me. She mentioned that I need to get ready for the upcoming event, that is the IDC2008. And this time, they will be having it in Chicago, USA!!! Yippie yeay!!! It is something that I am really looking forward too.. therefore, hey!!! Gotta plan on it from now on... so, move your butt.. do your paper now!!!


She told me to prepare my paper and to submit to the event organizer to make sure that I will have a place. Preparation is good, as once I'm in the uni, I could just present what I have been preparing and this would help a lot for getting a lot of input for my research study.

I am so looking forward towards my research study. I know its going to be tough. Looking at all the sisters studying here, I just don't have any idea how its going to be like for me.

But..., observing everyone had given me the strength to work hard and push myself to the limit! Work hard and smart, and I can't be lazy anymore. Everything is up with the beat. I need to plan everything in advance. No more laziness.

If this is what I want, then, I have to work towards it.

Good luck to myself!

the time has come.. and i am so ready for it!!!

I can't believe it that it is finally my turn.. I don't care what people wants to say.. those who understands me, would perfectly support me, I know! and I'm loving them for supporting me...

It is finally my turn.. and I am loving it.. I am loving it for my dream is on its way to becoming true.. and also that my husband is supporting me very well and so does my parents and in-laws.. owh.. i am loving each and every person who is supporting me..

I finally got a sponsor to do my research study.. and it does not matter who the sponsor is, as I would do my best and give my full attention on this research study! 'Tis my passion.. my dreams... and I want this to happen for real!!!

Thanks to a few friends more, whom had been supporting me all this while.. to name a few.. friends in Manchester, friends in Malaysia, friends in the UK and everybody who knows you did support me in any ways. You people are brilliant! and my prayers are always with you!!!

I can't wait to move, even though I know that I am going to miss this place sooo much! I am nearly to tears.. but, I need to proceed with my next step and life plan! I need to move.. for my future.. :) owh.. only god knows how i am feeling now...

I love all of you!!! thank you so much for all the supports given..

muahs!